The Most Memorable Bite

So high
I'm so high I'm giving Jesus tips on hand placement and release to perfect that holy jump shot

This uniquely profound feeling that spreads like butter on a hot pan, rushes through my body from the very tip of my newly found gray hair, to the bottom of the worn soles of my shoes

Some say butterflies
Na not me
I say fireworks
The big ones
The ones that are illegal in most states but still drive 3 hours to purchase there  explosive
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The smell of undiscovered seeps through my nostrils as To Die For fragrances rise through the lightly decorated room
My body almost loses life with the amazement of how something so simple can be so conquering

My technique is irregular and unorthodox, but without care i proceed with little to no expectations of being wowed

Minute after minute the experience seems to trump any card i pray for on the flop

I catch my self with a smile that even the joker would be jealous of
Looking around as if everyone in the room was experiencing the same emotions as myself

Realizing that my feelings are not mutual, a shyness foils my thoughts only to be broken seconds later by the one thing that began this madness of expression.

Satisfaction hits like a tidal wave sweeping me away to places I've never seen nor felt
Amazed at the experience wishing cameras could capture my emotions.

Everyday i rise with the determination of finding those emotions and re-living the moment that changed me forever
I've traveled far and wide only to be stunned at the lesser quality that fills the belly's of millions

I ask myself the same question repeatedly wondering " If you gon do it then do it with love"

Love

There's that word again

Finding itself in other aspects of my life knowing that it bonds well with what makes people enjoy life

I continue to search for that first moment that love and great food met in a so so place with average Joe's eating what seems to be average food
But underneath the surface not so average at all

Ill travel to every corner and eat in every hole in the wall until the connection is made once again Feeling reunited

Only to be then pulled away and fire my soul for another long journey searching for that perfect balance.